Hi my loves! It's been a while since I put a more personal post on my blog. Mostly because I don't really like sharing parts of my life and also because I think you guys wouldn't care that much about it. But I felt the need to write to you and fill you in on what's been going on in my life. I was thinking about this a few days ago and I thought to myself that you guys don't know that much about me. In fact, I never share personal facts about myself. So I wanted to start off by telling you guys a few things about me. First of all, I want to start off by saying that I am a positive person and always try to see the good in every situation. Also, I am someone who likes everything to be planned and I like to know where I'm going with my life. I also like (and need) structure in my life, that has always been very important to me. But lately I feel like everything is crumbling down. I don't want to continue the studies I'm doing right now, which is communicational science at the University of Ghent. But if I switched to another major that would mean that I just wasted 1,5 years of my life. It also kind of feels like I'm giving up, as if I'm quitting. It would also mean that I would have to be in Ghent more often (more classes) and that I would let my parents down. But if nothing was holding me back, I would definitely switch, without a doubt. So that's what's been on my mind a lot these days. I'm very grateful that I get the opportunity to study because that's not as self-evident as sometimes looks. The problem is, if I switch I don't think my parents would support me anymore, I just don't know.. I have one more exam on wednesday and after that I have to wait until I get my results and then make my decision. I know this may sound as if I'm complaining and I know there are much worse things in life then my little problem, but I just wanted to fill you guys in, and maybe get your opinion? Also, I have so much on my plate right now and sometimes I find it hard to balance my time. I have so many friends who I love but they're not all from the same group of friends so that takes up a lot of time, there's also my boyfriend (who I've been dating for 2 months today). And then my parents are separated (don't worry, they have been all my life) but that means I have to divide my time between them as well. On top of that, I have to study my ass off and it's just all catching up to me. I have been putting blogging on the bottom of my priority list lately but I promise I'll get back into it! On a different note, in about 5 days I'm chilling on a plane on my way to Orlando! I'm so exited for this much needed break! I will try and maybe vlog while I'm there? I have never done it before but thought I would give it try? What do you think?
Thanks for listening (reading) to all my whining! :)